Outside the doctor's office in Palo Alto.
March 26th, 1999

The Way I Am Writing
Friday evenings are not good evenings to write a journal. There's a certain "I'm one long week tired, looking forward to the weekend let's watch a movie and drink beer" reality that keeps me away from the keyboard.

I picked up a roll of film today that I've been shooting over the last ten. Not much on it. The banner photograph was taken outside my doctor's office, for example, and although the flowering tree is quite beautiful, the flowers are pointed up toward the light (where else) and all I got (so to speak) were the backs of their heads.

Today was sunny and clear. If even half this weather carries into the weekend, I'm going to take BART to San Francisco and shoot some film on Fisherman's Wharf. I haven't been there in ten years and I'm curious. Maybe have a decent dinner. When's the last time I had a decent dinner? When's the last time I cared?

Another thought is to drive over and shoot some film in my old Behind the house. neighborhood at the base of Potrero Hill out toward China Basin. It was deserted on a Saturday or Sunday when I lived there 20 years ago, but this is the area in which they plan to build the new baseball stadium and housing, I've been told, is outrageously expensive. Well, we'll see. I need to do something. San Francisco, Napa, I need to get out of here and go somewhere with my camera. Maybe shoot some things in the evening.

I've been drinking a Scotch whiskey as I write this named Glenmorangie. Single malt Scotch whiskies have become a big deal Sheridan, early 1970's. and I've read about them. Chris had a number of bottles in a glass fronted case against his bedroom wall at the Cliq cooperative when I had dinner with him some weeks ago and Rien Post recommended the Glenmorangie. They're expensive and they're good and mostly I've avoided them as being too yuppified and effete for regular folks (read too expensive). This from someone who spent four years in the wine business working for a winery that sold wine as expensive as any made in California. (We were a lot funkier than most of the wineries in Napa, but we made good stuff and we sold it for a fortune.)

Saturday morning: I just finished reading some of my earlier journal entries. What do you do when you don't like your own writing? When it reminds you of some prissy asshole trying to be clever? I don't know. I'm not going to stop, but I do not like the way I am writing.


 
The banner photograph was taken in Palo Alto one week ago Monday. Same with the photograph taken from the house. The black and white photograph was one of the negatives I found in a storage box last night taken in the early 1970's.

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